Showing posts with label consciousness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label consciousness. Show all posts

Tuesday, May 14, 2019

Dispelling Myths about Meditation





I frequently visit the reddit mediation chat board page.
Something I find concerning is that so many people think that meditation is supposed to be either a psychedelic experience and or an alternative health cure for mood disorders such as anxiety and depression
With recent news about the psychological risks of long 10-day vipassana meditation retreats and persistent stories about the dire consequences of so called Kundalini activation, folks are more frequently voicing concerns about whether  basic meditation practice will make you go crazy.  And people very much like to share their “crazy” stories on social media. 
  Also, there’s a faction of Fundamentalist Christians who are indoctrinated into spreading talking points that meditation involves making your mind “blank” and that a blank mind creates space for demons to get in.
Let’s clear the air and go through these ideas.

Beginners Mind

Basic meditation is really, just sitting. Quietly, calmly, being aware of your physical self and being aware that you are a breathing, thinking  organism in relationship to your ever changing inner and outer environment. A great source of basic sitting meditation practice is a YouTube by a Tibetan Buddhist monk and meditation instructor called. Gelong Thubten explains how to develop a daily mindfulness practice.       I want to add that I have no connection to this particular teacher, but I do think that he is a good expert resource.

Many people who begin basic sitting meditation seem to think that something odd or unusual is supposed to happen. The most common experience for new meditators is restlessness, boredom, and frustration about sitting and doing nothing but realizing that they are restless, bored, and frustrated and that thoughts are automatic. My own teachers like to say that the mind sweats thoughts. That’s natural,  that’s the big special realization at the get go and, as the Beatles  say, “then You make it better.”  

How many of you play a musical instrument or a sport or have some kind of technical job?  Or how many of you were out of shape or unhealthy and then took up a certain health and fitness regimen and got a beach body?  The journey was challenging at first, but it got better with practice. And noticing changes generated incentive to keep up the good work.

But a big secret about meditation practice is that even people who have been practicing for years and years—even meditation teachers and so-called gurus—may have days when they are restless, bored, and distracted during their meditation practice. Maybe the only differences between them and a beginner in that situation is that advanced practitioners—generally speaking-- are not frustrated, expectant, or goal-oriented about what happens to be happening during meditation. They are still just sitting in the present moment in relationship with their inner and outer environment.  Because advanced practitioners can have similar experiences or even get caught up in similar self-sabotaging expectations as beginners, Buddhist meditation practitioners refer to Beginners Mind and continually return back to it. It is less a return to the basics, than simply a return to right practice.

Trancing Out

Another experience that meditators get caught up in is trance. That said, meditation is a kind of a trance if we define trance—as hypnotists to—as a mental state of profoundly focused concentration. We are basically in a trance when we’re daydreaming, absorbed in a hobby, enrapt in the plot of an entertaining movie, or staring at our smart phone and thumbing through Facebook posts.  
A professionally hypnotically induced trance is one in which a particular person’s mind is so paradoxically distracted in concentration that messages and programming that that particular mind ordinary resists get through. This is why therapeutic hypnosis can break down fears and self-sabotaging habits that are derived from defense-mechanisms in deeper layers of a person’s consciousness.

Some forms of meditation are meant to establish trance. Visualization practices, for example, that have goals of modifying your sense of self. These types of meditation may be devotional, theurgic or psychodynamic. My YouTube   SpiritGuides, Spiritual Ideals, and the Holy Guardian Angel covers some of this, and I may discuss it further in another YouTube on meditation that specifically addresses devotional and mantra meditation.

Cultivating the ability to concentrate is a prerequisite for meditation. The one trains the mind to be more focused and less noisy. The other is resting in that focused state. This is thoroughly explained in the classic The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali. The first half of the Yoga Sutras describes the preparatory work for a meditative life. The second half describes the deeper and deeper layers of the meditation experience and ultimately gets into concepts that may only be appreciated by very advanced practitioners. It is still worth the read, and some translations are easier to follow than others. In my opinion, Light on the Yoga Sutras by BKS Iyengar –is very accessible reading for people new to classical texts on Eastern Spirituality.

With the very wide popularity of meditation apps and “guided meditation” programs, the lines between meditation and hypnosis have been blurred. Many apps are useful guides to help you get into the so-called “zone” and hold concentrated attention. Others guide you through mental imagery and stories that may be useful in cultivating attention, relaxation, and changes in thoughts and attitudes. Others, whether intentional or not and for better or worse, are straightforward hypnotic induction. Some practices also involve breathing or somatic techniques that alter brain chemistry to induce trance and dissociative or cathartic experiences.  These kind of practices lie more in the realm of shamanism, folk magic, and occultism. If this is where your interests lie, a YouTube on Astral Temple work is planned. Stay tuned.

“Meditation is the cessation of the movement of the mind.”  -Sri Patanjali

The mind sweats thoughts and feelings that then generate actions. Those actions are too often kneejerk reactions—automatic, not exactly truly conscious or willful—and often regrettable. Sometimes we call it losing it or getting carried away or dropping the ball. Through meditation practice, we become aware that these thoughts and feelings are happening and are working us instead of us working them. This realization transforms into the practice of mindfulness.
It simply means being in a place of having better insight into our thoughts and feelings, pausing and more consciously considering how we want to behave in any given situation about them. With practice, new and more effective conscious ways of thinking, feeling, and behaving arise and old automatic habits die back. For this reason, I like to counter the Fundamentalist argument that meditation invites demonic forces to take control of your mind. In meditation practice, demons are not entering your mind; they are coming out and being neutralized as you gain more self-awareness, self-control. As you become more familiar with the what your mind and feelings automatically do, the more you practice focused concentration instead of mental distraction, and the more you understand that you don’t have to be on automatic driven by thoughts and emotions, the more calm your mind and composure become. A sense of spaciousness belongingness, balance, and resilience replaces the static of noisy, disturbing and distracting thoughts and emotions.

Monday, December 28, 2015

Consciousness Wrapped in Thought




Consciousness wrapped in thought acrylic on canvas 26 x 32 copyright Dee Rapposelli 2015
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Popular spiritual teachers, such as Pema Chodron and Eric Tolle, talk about spaciousness and presence. Spaciousness is what you basically feel when you are truly present . . . when you are not spinning stories, judgments, and comparisons about what is happening to and around you. When you access your spaciousness, then you are who and what you really are and you experience Reality. You find “the face you had before the world was made,” in the words of WB Yeats. The experience is one of fascination and contentment. In Sanskrit, the ecclesiastic language of Hinduism, this is called ananda, which translates as “bliss.” It is the conscious experience of being. Along with Consciousness  and Being, this Bliss-Experience is said to be the nature of God, and so God described as Satchidananda—Existence-Consciousness-Bliss in Vedic Hinduism. God is also called Brahman in this system, and this word is so old that the original meaning is unknown. It is thought to mean “That Which Spreads Out.” That which spreads out in both vast spaciousness and also creative potential and actualization. It is All This and what underlies and transcends all this.


I have come to a place in my life and practice in which the flux of thoughts, feelings, judgments, etc. feel like heavy, gripping impositions on “me,” and so I experience myself as consciousness wrapped (instead of rapt) in thought. It is an excellent place to come to. I think I can “work with” this condition more than I had the insight to in the past despite how much more spiritually nerdy and disciplined I once was. My present experience helps me distinguish consciousness and true will from habits and conditioning that run their programs and are expressed as the incessant barrage of reactive thoughts and emotions. It causes me to be very open and kind to myself—and to others—because I can divest myself of the burden of judgments and expectations. 


Sunday, September 6, 2015

Seeking the Original Self

I'm looking for the face I had before the world was made.  WB Yeats



Although I’ve spent the past several years delving into folk magic, Neopaganism, and the Western Mystery Tradition, my primary spiritual orientation is Advaita Vedanta. Advaita Vedanta is a form of Hinduism that I was introduced to nearly 40 years ago. It is a system that dates back to about the 6th century CE and is primarily founded in the Upanishads.

The spiritual journey in Advaita Vedanta is a reclamation of the atman, a philosophical term that is translated from Sanskrit to English as “The Self.” Finding Self is realizing who/what you really are. That Self is not your body or personality or “baggage” or the drama of your life. It is also not what you want to become, spiritually speaking. (See my blog entry on my Spiritual Ideal project for more on that). The Self, in Vedantist philosophy, is the mechanism out of which all these interdependently arising things express themselves like suds on the surface of water or a movie against a movie screen or dream in the REM sleep of a dreamer.

The question is: What is it to wake up from the idea of yourself?

Becoming truly real, conscious, and capable of free will begins by realizing the whimsical and fabricated nature of one’s own being—the idea of self—and then detaching from the automaton (the robot) of its personality, habits, and conditioning. Then the person who is the life beneath the mask of selfhood opens her eyes and watches herself reveling through the motions of daily life like a dreamer reveling in lucidity. The dreamer is pristinely aware of what she and everyone and thing around her is and has the ability to truly exercise free will within the field of consciousness and experience. Spiritual types call this “enlightenment.”


This past summer, I became an isolation-tank enthusiast. Yes, a few times a month, I enter a pitch black and virtually soundless chamber and float on my back in buoyant saline for an hour or so.

In the tank, all there is to do is watch the mind as it sinks into a theta state. Ontological thoughts emerge during these sessions—thoughts about being and meaning. And I sometimes think, “What is it to wake up from the idea of myself?” Who am I when I am not the circumstantial preferences, habits, and conditioning the world made into me? In the words of poet W. B. Yeats, what is “the face I had before the world was made”?


In working through how to express this in my art work, I found, in a box of old photos, an elegantly brooding picture of myself at age 3. Its background depicts Christmastide, and there I am standing with a gift-box bow on my head, like a grumpy house cat on the head of which an ornament has been unwantedly placed.

I excised, cleaned up, and colorized the figure in the photo but then opted to use it in monochrome to better convey the brooding composure. The child here is contemplating all those questions raised in that Talking Heads song Once in a Lifetime:

And you may ask yourself 

What is that beautiful house? 

And you may ask yourself 
Where does that highway go to? 
And you may ask yourself 
Am I right?...Am I wrong? 
And you may say to yourself  
My God!...What have I done?!



That image is juxtaposed with a stairway to heaven where perhaps those answers reside ....


Favorite quotes on "Self-Realization":

“If you dissociate from the body and rest in consciousness, you will be happy, serene, and free from bondage.”  --Ashtavakra Samhita 1:4

“He sees the totality of objects appearing and disappearing in the space of consciousness, like reflections in a mirror. Suddenly, all of his thought constructs are destroyed through the recognition, after a thousand lives, of his true, essential nature, which surpasses ordinary experience and is replete in unprecedented bliss. He is struck with awe, mouth gaping. Upon attaining the experience of spaciousness, his true essential nature comes forward. –Spandakarikas, from section 1, verse 11 (from the advaitic Kashmir Shaivite tradition)